Doesn't feel like a day...

I have no idea at all, what happened today?

It seems like my mind was occupied most of the time, yet I don't know what I am thinking and wondering about half the time. However, I managed to get all my work done today despite being mentally drained the whole time. Though I am clueless on how did I get them done, as long as I finished them I guess I will be just fine.

Even now, I have zero idea on what I am typing. However, I shouldn't give up the very first day of the work days so I have to post some of my thoughts before I let myself rest.

When a series on unfortunate events hit you continuously, there bound to be a day in which you will feel tired, restless and give up totally. Is this going to happen to me? I am not sure, but I sure hope not.

Due to the slowing activity of my brain, I will keep my paragraphs short in this post so as to keep track on the things that I type. It is easier for me to read this way as well.

I wonder how do you differentiate if the woman is pregnant or not? I woke up especially early today to take the train to an empty station (terminal station) in order to secure myself a seat to work. Of course, it will take longer to travel to work this way, however, it is slightly more comfortably than having to squeezing and secure your standing position when the train gets crowded after each station. Eventually, you will even find it difficult for you to breathe well some times. However, there was this woman who stood in front of me suddenly. Her stomach was...well, look as if she is pregnant. I am not sure was that just fats or a baby inside. I don't mind giving up my seat and having to suffer in the crowd, though doing that won't benefit me at all. Yet, staying on my seat doing nothing would just make me feel guilty. Perhaps, I should change my way of thinking. I believe no one in the society would be sincerely kind enough to let oneself suffer for the benefit of others. If so, I wouldn't end up with such financial state today. Hence, it seems like there is no need for me to feel guilty just because the woman who might be pregnant has no seat. Afterall, it wouldn't even be my fault she has no seat as the one sitting in the priority seat should have given up his for her. Yet, he didn't. Why still don't understand myself well enough? I should talk to myself more so that I will not make such a mistake again. This is probably the way for one to live comfortably in this society. To always think for oneself before others.

I ended up with such a long paragraph when I was determined to keep my paragraph short. Well, I am glad that I jot down some thing that I remembered.

How did I survive when I am tired and drained? How do I even typed out this post? The answer to this is simple: Coffee. Recently, I realize that I had became reliant on coffee and tea to keep me awake, no matter if it is at work or home.

I am supposed to attend a workshop tomorrow, however, I am afraid that I would not be able to attend it due to my work. It's wasteful to lose this opportunity.

As usual, there are no calls for interviews today. Perhaps I would look out for other suitable positions tomorrow when I am back.

Unfortunately, it's 1st of July soon and it will be the start of piles of works to do again each day. It's never ending. Nevertheless, it will end when you eventually put a stop to it.

I guess I am done for today. I can't go on typing as my brain is not really working. Hope your guys did enjoy your day at work. Have a good rest and enjoy the world cup for those who are going to watch them.

Ciao.