I thought I wasn't able to post anything this weekend, however, now that I have some time for myself. I would like to jot down my thoughts throughout these three long days. Before that, I hope you have enjoyed your weekend filled with fun, happiness, and time for yourself, family and friends. No point spending it with someone who doesn't matter to you, or spending it on something that you may not enjoy doing. We would be miserable if we are doing that often.
Anyway there are certain things that are on my mind that I wish to stop thinking, yet I can't help myself but to keep thinking about it. Finally, I had an opportunity for an interview the coming Friday, however, I wonder what would be a good excuse for me to take leave. I can't possibility tell them to approve my leave for a job interview, I might just get fired on the spot. Even though, I may not like what I am doing, it's a means for me to survive before I find something which I am more suited for and passionate about. The details mentioned that the interview may take as long as three hours. Therefore, half-day leave is definitely not enough. I will reach the office late for sure. Yet, I am not getting any good ideas or excuses. I am really having a headache because of this.
Apart from the leave, I should take. I would need to prepare myself for the interview as there will be tests and presentation to do. Of course, I look forward to this. The uncertainty and surprise element of interview never fails to excite me. Indeed, I am definitely worried and nervous as well. But, it's definitely something worth looking forward to.
Well, apart from that, during the weekend, I was cropped up with all the house works that are incomplete. Moreover, as my brother would like to further his studies, he went on to take a loan from the bank. However, it is not definite that his application would be approved. If it is not, he said he would give up that thought. To me, it's a good idea to give up that thought. As the wage difference wouldn't be as huge as the amount of debt you would be in if you further your studies. Hence, it was not a wise decision. I tried talking to him about this, yet he seems disinterested. I don't know exactly how he thinks, but I guess we have our own lives to lead. I wouldn't be able to help him with his fees since I can't even handle my own.
What I say now is: This weekend is one of the lowest productivity one I have ever had. I am pretty distracted from my tasks and take more time that usual to finish everything.
Well, at least I have finish my week four lectures and assignments for the Coursera course that I am taking. That is not much of a consoling. But I have more to complete and do. Somehow, I just can't get myself to focus this weekend. I wonder what can I do about that.
Now, since I have sometime right now, I will try to do some reading and when I really can't focus, I will look for other constructive things to do. Perhaps, I will update more later as I can't think properly right now.
See you soon! Enjoy your weekend!
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