I get this feeling a lot, when I have given up hopes. Days are passing without any meanings, nights are getting longer since you do not have the motivation to get up. Is this true even when we might be studying or working? Yes, except for the fact that we are force to wake up to reach school or work at a time we are supposed to report to. However, when you have lost hopes, you may realize that you are often late even when that wasn't your intention at all.
Does anyone else experience this before? I bet some do. There are always obstacles in our paths that made going forward seems impossible. The previous statement assumes that I don't believe that moving forward can be impossible. Well, it can be, however, due to uncertainties that are present in all kinds of situations, certain change would perhaps make you move forward even without you realizing it. No matter what, as long as we are breathing, moving forward seems only natural. As you all know intuitively, time always moves forward and we can't turn time backwards. Though there are theories like time travel, we can turn time backwards to undo our actions, at least for now. Time is a concept that is created by us in the first place. We do not know exactly what it represents, but to us, a something that we use to conceptualize the progress that we made since our existence. Therefore, what I have typed about going forward is just relevant to us, where the concept of time seems similar for human beings.
To be honest, I wanted to do a review on 60% mechanical keyboard poker, however, given my state of mind, I decided that it is best not to do it today. I would probably do a lousy job if I were to do up a review today as my mind is not function well due to all the worries I have.
The things on my mind seems to be too much to jot them down. I can't really put them into words right now.
I created this post with an initial purpose of setting the goals I have for this coming week. However, just thinking about the time I have to complete the things that I hope to finished, the image I get is total darkness. The time I have is totally not enough, wasted in travelling and delays in transportation. You can't get much done when travelling as well, due to overcrowding. Just thinking about the time wasted each day makes me dread travelling to work through public transport. It's inefficient. I bet with the hours wasted for the whole population, we could probably built the great wall of china.
Anyway, even though I am contradicting myself, I better jot down my goals since I was unable to achieve them the previous week. I expect myself to post everyday for this week, in addition to that at least complete one tutorial on programming and one review of a product that I would be interested to share. I wonder if I am able to do...Wondering brings me no where though.
Hope that you have enjoyed your weekends and they are filled with smiles and joys. Though I know not all of us can have such relax and simple life, don't give up and work towards such days.
Before I type anymore nonsense and things that does not make sense...Ciao!
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