As I have stated yesterday that I will try to catch up on my work, indeed, I finished one of my lectures today. I will try out the assignments and quizzes tomorrow since I am running slightly late today. I am glad tomorrow is Friday, I will be able to catch up on my work and sleep.
Some thing happened today, some thing unfortunate. Apparently, it was only my files. It was deleted or removed by someone. However, I have no idea who did that to me. No matter what since I am not trusting anyone there, I guess it will be fine for me. They were talking about hiring a new staff and, I guess, that was due to the rumor that I may be leaving. Perhaps it appears obvious to them, or perhaps they have to put it straight in my face that I could be easily replaced any time. Being easily replaced is one of the things that shows that you are not in a right job position. If you are specialized in one position that you are interested in, it will be pretty difficult for company to replace you. Well, no matter what they are thinking, I would not think too much about it.
As for today, I was held back thanks to the above problem and being asked to reply a mail when the day has ended. I wonder why don't they just inform me earlier when I was free to. That's why I did overtime for a while today, not too late though. I will work hard to leave on time no matter the instructions tomorrow. It's weekend again...
I have pretty much a mountain to complete during the weekend due to the lack of focus during the start of this week. Are there any ways for us to focus our attention on the important tasks at hand? One way is to shut yourself up in a boring environment where you have nothing to do apart from the tasks that require your immediate attention. That is just impossible for me though.
There are a lot of things and incidents that happened, however, when you ask for the reasons, people responsible for the them would push the responsibility saying that they know nothing about it. That happens a lot in different circumstances and situations. It happens everyday. It's only human nature to push all responsibilities and live comfortably without worry. That's why I don't understand why my debts are not cleared the way they are supposed you. They charged 127.64 to your savings account, yet they only deduct 100 from your loan amount. Does this mean that they earn 27.64 per month? I doubt they could do that, until now, no reason was given to me. All they did was to push my call from one customer officer to another customer officer. I will post a follow up on this tomorrow and see if it is resolved. Anyway, to some it may just be one pathetic amount, however, to others who are struggling for their living every month, even such small amount makes a difference in their comfort level for the month. Well, most may not understand this.
Nothing good happened today, most of them are unfortunate incidents. Calls from banks, hospitals, lawyers asking for money. Endless persuasions to the social worker to help in our medical finances prove to be fruitless efforts. With my experience living in such a place, it's easy for me to see that: What some thing appears to be, is not what they are. What some thing you experience to be, is probably closer to the real them. No matter what you are taught, you will not know the exact situation or the exact knowledge when you don't even experience them before. So what if people tell you that some thing is absolute, they may not be in reality. Hence, what you experience is probably closer to the truth of things because if they are false, you may not even experience them at all.
Well, I guess I have said enough for today. I will update more tomorrow. Moreover, I will try to make up for the lost time during the start of this week.
Have a good rest and enjoy the upcoming weekend.
Ciao.
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