Do you think that one day we will ran out of things to say...

This seems to happen when you are interacting too closely to someone everyday, so much so that you seem to know everything about the person, resulting in a lack of topic to discuss and talk about. We only have so much that can happen in a regular day, the things we can talk about are that little. Perhaps, it's the time that we spend together that matters even when we are both silent.

Perhaps due to the after effect of weekend, I feel less tired today but I will be tomorrow and the days to come. However, work seems to be more and more each day. Why am I always given extra responsibilities apart from those that I am responsible for? It's not within my responsibilities and my job scope. There haven't be much changed in my work environment. As usual, most jobs are pushed to me and I will have to complete them for them, as I am newer. That was the reason they always give. It's for me to learn even though most of the tasks are repetitive and procedures based. I have to think of something for my presentation during the interview this Friday, yet I don't seem to have much inspiration. There are too many things I can present about, however, to choose something from that much topics. I guess I will have some more thinking to do tomorrow and the day after.

I realize that there is no need for me to wake earlier due to the unstable bus timing. The buses seems to arrive only after 8am in the morning. There will not be any bus between 7.45am to 8am. Unfortunately, I would like a trip in between the timing, as it will allow me to reach the office around 5mins early. However, such things are not within my control, this only thing that I can do is to adapt to the timing in which the transportation arrives and choose the one that suits me best. However, no matter what time you choose, it will be crowded. Moreover, the work place do not allow flexible timing work arrangements. If it does, I am sure all of them who take public transport who like to avoid the peak hours for travelling since it is really too uncomfortable for one to.

In addition to that, there is someone whom I met today who tried to beg for money around the food centers with a musical instrument. I am not sure if I did the right thing, I didn't spare him anything. The thought that come to me was "you can't even support your family well enough, and you're still thinking of sparing some for others". Though it bugs me a lot after that, the thought was logical though, if I can't support my family well, I shouldn't be wasting even a cent on strangers who mean nothing to me at all. I should save harder and work harder for them and probably disregard anything else.

I guess I still have some time to do some reading. Ciao.