Still no news nor calls for interview yet. I wonder when will I get the opportunity. Patience is the thing I need right now. Although I am in a rush for a change, I have to wait patiently for the right opportunity. All in all, it's just waiting and waiting. I bet most of you out there actively looking for a job will understand how I am feeling really well, or perhaps understand how easy to be demoralized when interviews and applications don't yield the results you expected. Some of us would just jumped blindly into any first offer and eventually realize that we do not enjoy the job as well, eventually leave the position and start our search again. It's a good example of misfits and social pressure which encourage job misfit to a certain extent. No one could survive without money. That is the truth. However, because of this, most are stuck with the jobs they don't even enjoy doing and may not even be good at. This is especially true when you have a family to support and you will need money for food, transport, education, daily necessities, bills, housing loans..The list is endless. It may result in lesser work efficiency, pushing of responsibilities, position hogging (as you guys know, the higher the position, the more pay you get), and other issues which I may have miss out. The point is that the efficiency would definitely be affected and most likely decrease. With lesser efficiency, it is not utilizing the full potential of the individuals and, in turn, limiting the company growth potential due to the limited utilization of it's talents. To put it simply, it is not a good thing to have. Well, even though I said this, it's in fact none of my problems right? Who am I to be bothered by all this? I should just be concerned on my own survival, no extra time to worry about what others think and do. Nothing good will ever comes out of that.
So how is work today? I am not sure about you (if you are reading this, perhaps you may like to share how is your day at work with me). For me, it is a horribly inefficient day with nothing new and endless processing and repetitive work. Well, however, when I was travelling to work, a sudden thought struck me which made me quite determine to leave the company sooner. So what's the thought about? With my previous post, I have talked about my supervisor resigning and they, in fact, hired someone new to take over the position. It's a middle ranked position, why didn't the company trained the employees with a ranked lower to take over the position? They just decided to hire someone else to replace the vacant position which I don't understand. You are denying the other employees in the company an opportunity to grow within the company. I mean shouldn't you at least look at your very own employees before deciding to hire someone new totally? It seems almost as if that if you stay with the company, the opportunity for you to be raise to a higher rank is extremely slim, and they don't really provide training to their employees to improve their knowledge and skills. No wonder one of the team mates are looking for open position for another company today. Well, I am sorry to myself, not team mate as I am not being treated as one. One of the employees who happened to be in the same department as I do was looking at job openings in another company recently to find a suitable one to apply I guess. Perhaps, we feel the same way, he might feel that it's too boring for him, that's why I being the newest there has to do all the work. Who knows? If I can tell what others are thinking, I wouldn't be here typing blindly, I would be a fortune teller, earn easy bucks from gullible folks. Anyway, it's just a joke, I have no ability to be one and even if I do, fortune telling is not my interest.
I feel guilty today because after typing this post I would just rest in bed and drift off to sleep. I am unable to continue reading today as I am tired and overworked. Not only I had to serve over time without being paid, I had to go to the mart and top up coffee and buy dinner for my family as the rest don't have enough money to buy coffee nor dinner. The mart is quite a distance from my rented apartment so it takes awhile. This explains why I posted extra late today. Oh and about the youtube tutorial I have been talking about recently, I have not really found a good free software that I can use to record down my screen and voice for explanation. Perhaps, I may try my best to find it by this weekend and try it out. However, I have plans for the weekend so I am not too sure if I have sufficient time for this but I will just try. As the saying goes, "You'll never know unless you try." However, remember one thing, there are consequences for every actions and decisions you made, so think before you do. Some of you might think what the previous sentence is all about, it came so abruptly. It's just what I am thinking recently because of some news that are pretty controversial in my country.
I will try to spare more time tomorrow to read up and do up some constructive posts as well as finishing up the next Java Programming tutorial post. I apologize for it to be delayed since I am not really in a good condition to finish it up by today. I will put more effort in it and get it done soon so I can move on the do up a slightly more interesting tutorial. Looking forward to that :).
Much being said, it's time for me to rest well and prepare for a long day tomorrow. I hope that it will be less tiring as compared to today. Also, may tomorrow be a day with moderate work, sufficient time to read and study, and work on my Java Programming tutorial posts as well as one other constructive post.
I miss a post today, if possible, I hope that I can make it up tomorrow, if not Friday.
Well, then, have a good rest!
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