Updating after several months of blank posts...

As I reached home late most of the time during weekdays, I had pretty much lost some of my motivation to keep my studying and posting going on. In fact, I admit that I was having quite a hard time managing my time well but the worst thing was I had not been able to maintain my focus on the things that I had planned to do.

After giving it much thought, I think I will restart and try it again. Yes, I may be tired most of the times, resulting in the inability to think well nor write well. However, the last thing I want, is to regret not maintaining my focus and achieve what I had planned to do since March. It had almost been six months and my progress was incredibly slow.

Reasons for the above:

1. More than 10 hours of spent working and traveling each day. 
2. Time was given to my family during weekends. 
3. Lack of time management skill 
4. Lost focus midway through (even though I was determined to study well and learn as much as I can)

Yes, I can say that all the above are excuses. Some would give up their sleep and put their health on the line to do what they had determined to. Given the current situation that I am in, all the more I should do that instead on clinging on a job position that gets me no where.

That is why I am writing this to wake myself up and to get myself started. This definitely helps me to focus on what I am required to do and gives me the motivation to carry on despite being tired. Nothing in the world is easy, well that might just apply to most of us who are unfortunate. However, I don't believe that there is no way for us to survive in the world.

Hence, even if you feel that there are no place for you in the world, you shouldn't get bother nor should you even believe in it. Reason? Everything will end when you think like that.

So, I decide to stop thinking that way and start doing what I had planned to. I will just have to find time for it when I think that I have no time.

Well, that's all for this post. I will jot down more of my thoughts or a tutorial later.