I guess I have chose to accept the wrong job during the time where most of them are friends and know each other out of work. It is kind of difficult to work in such an environment as you will be the one getting the short end of the stick all the time. No matter how much you achieve, you are unable to show and prove that you are the one you done all the work when they work against you together. Hence, that is the first mistake I made early last year.
So it's 2015, a new year filled with hopes and opportunities? Not so much for me. Unfortunate incidents have been happening and it is only the first of January. I really hope that things will get better as time past. It seems like the medical reports do not seem to show favorable results for mum. I really hope she won't need to go through hard times of medical treatments any more. In addition, work load for me is getting worse everyday. It seems like whatever they feel that it's tedious and time-consuming, they will push it all to me. Apparently, I am the one who has to take care of them all by myself. Not only that, as some of the database uploads are rather uncommon, they are not sure about the way to go about doing it, I had to re-do the database more than five times for every new client. I wonder why I am the only one doing this. Tiring. In addition, electronic devices and washing machine have been malfunctioning, indicating that we might need to spend some money soon.
Today, it seems like she fainted while working. That's why I am opposed to her working. She is not even well enough. I don't think that she should strain herself like this. However, without her working, we could not manage our financial obligation in this country. I wonder if there are anything I could do about this. I seriously doubt so.
Well, though I would like to keep the blog updated as frequent as possible, there are quite a number of things I need to do this week. One major event for the week would be to book a flat over at HDB, I wonder how it will be like. There are a lot of documents to prepare and quite a number of research to do before we go over and book the flat. I hope we will finally be able to secure our own home. At least, there are a place for our privacy and comfort. Then life may not be so difficult everyday when you have some where comfortable for your to rest everyday. However, I am afraid that we are unable to secure the loan amount required for the purchase. That would cause a lot of troubles and we would most likely need to end up lending from a private institution with a higher interest and lesser repayment option. Then again, I doubt we can qualify for the loans offered by those private institution. A pretty serious problem indeed.
Alright now this post seems all gloomy. Let's talk about something happier. Recently, I have been reading and studying on programming on mobile application. However, it seems like the course requires some pre-requisites on programming and the lectures do not go through parts where programming is involved. Hence, overall it is harder to follow. The course does not provide a statement of accomplishment and in order to get a trial verified certificate you need a webcam which I do not have one. No matter what the situation, I find the content really interesting and it takes my mind off the unhappiness faced everyday at work. I would perhaps do up a tutorial soon when I have the time to, maybe closer towards Chinese New Year holiday. I will be free during the second day of the holiday and during the weekend. Hopefully, there are no business I have to attend to all of a sudden.
It is getting late, hope you guys enjoy your weekend. Let's all keep positive and keep smiling. Hopefully these will attract lady luck to our side.
See you again, some time.
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