Due to the lack of time management skill, I was not able to post anything recently. Hence, I will try to make it up today. Basically, I hope to complete one tutorial today to make it up for taking such a long break.
There are many reasons for the break, however, the main one was due to my health. I was not getting enough rest and was not in the condition to sit up and post anything in the recent week. However, as I am feeling much better today. I should get started. Taking a long break will make me lose my rhythm in completing the things that I have set myself to finish.
Just to jot down some thoughts, the past few weeks didn't go well for me. The worse thing was even though I had to place all the useless papers on my desk at work, others still think I have plenty of room to spare and place their rubbish bin below my desk. Now due to the limited space, I just dread seeing my desk everyday I wake up. It is definitely time to leave. However, I was not called up for any interviews recently. I hope the time will come soon.
It is time for me to work hard in finding a new job as well as read up and catch up on my assignments and reading for programming. I had much distractions these few weeks and I was called up for a meeting even during weekend. It is really tiring, yet there seems to be no other way out of this mess.
I wonder if everyone actually feels the same way?
Well, I probably would not know the answer. Simply because I don't know everyone.
Recently, there seems to be increasing troubles for my team due to the lack of flexibility by the newly appointed supervisor. Unfortunately for me, even though I am new, she is worse and, hence, I was expected to complete all the tasks without much help. Yet, due to the lack of knowledge on the industry, my explanations usually are not comprehensive. Previously, such calls and correspondences are all dealt with by the previous supervisor. Not now anymore. You will have to handle all these yourself. I guess we were not allowed to deal with such important calls and correspondence because if they were dealt with poorly, the company will be likely to lose business, deals and eventually profit. Well, since the decision is made, there is nothing much to say but to follow. If that really happens, then she will be the one holding the responsibility anyway. Nothing of my worries.
I was hoping that I would be able to sign up for a course soon, however, the more I search, the more despair it gets. Education really costs a lot. I guess that is why there is the theory of poverty cycle. No matter how much you try to struggle you will never be able to get out of it.
There was one person who asked, "how did so many stupid people get rich in this world?". I don't know how to answer that. We are in the industry where we have to deal with them most of the time and some times simple English instructions, they were unable to follow. However, this also gives me an idea of how the rich can remain rich while the poor would normally remain poor most of the time. Unless they are really gifted and in luck. No matter your education, no matter your capability, these are not the things that makes you money.
Then what?
Well, I guess that will be a bad question to ask me as I am not rich.
Instead on being bothered with such a topic, I would try to do up the tutorial after I had my dinner.
Enjoy your good weekend and have a great day ahead.
Ciao.
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