Even though I might be whining about the presence of a huge unfairness that exist right now, without sacrificing and working hard for the normal folk, it is almost impossible for us to gain anything as well. Of course, this is only true for the majority middle and lower income group.
Well, after striving hard for some time, I realize that there are gains, yet the gains are normally not proportional to the amount of effort you have put into a certain task. If you do realize, most of the time the end-result benefits won't benefit yourself as much as others. Hence, if you are rational enough, in the case when you are just employed on a set of terms by a company, you should measure the amount of work and effort you should put into your job and leave out the rest. Of course, communication is the key to promotions and bonuses. They shouldn't be placed out of the equation. I have not adjusted to fit in as much as I wanted to. Often, I just worked too much than I am supposed to causing myself more misery and suffering. I should have balanced it out well and put in the minimum to get the maximum. That's what I have always learnt since young, why am I forgetting this now?
Anyway, I have been ill since Friday, so today it's the sixth day I am ill. Surely, I felt better than on Friday, but everyone seems to be avoiding me like a virus and, hence, I took a day off today to visit the doctor again. Perhaps, it's just the clinic I went to. It seems like the doctors there just worked for money, they will give you whatever you ask of them. I went in she just gave me a cough syrup without doing any checks, and asked if I need a medical certificate for the day. Well, within seconds I was out of the room. How easy is the job of a doctor. I should have taken that course in University, even though the fees are much expensive. Anyway, I just hope that they give more attention in examining their patients, in case they miss some symptoms of a disease which may be cure and attend to if they are discovered early.
I begin reading random books I could find in scribd, of course, I could only read the preview as I don't have the financial ability to buy all the book I want to read as yet. I hope I could do that in the near future so that I can continue reading the books which I find interesting. However, it's really getting increasingly difficult to even secure an interview. Perhaps, it is like what my ex-school mate suggests because it is year-end, most are either waiting for bonuses or post-pone the employment of new workers to boost their performance. Well, I guess there is no other way out but to keep on trying hard.
The medicine is really making me drowsy, I have been resting and lying down for the whole day. Not only I don't feel better, I felt worse. I wonder if the virus/bacteria is immune to the medicine that I was prescribed with. If so, I better get a different one from pharmacy tomorrow so that I could recover soon.
I have much plans next week. Just another short trip to get my mind and thoughts sorted out before I start another long run of work.
Hope that you who are reading is having a better time as compared to me. Work hard and play hard too. Enjoy the time that we have to live and try to live to our fullest!
Stay happy.
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