First off, due to the lack of sleep yesterday, this post might make no sense at all as I may not be able to think logically while typing being this tired. However, I will just try my best to jot down what I need to.
I have been following up on some news on the web regarding to the hacking and leaking of Sony's movies. Apparently it seems like the culprit is largely unknown, and everything are pretty much vague and uncertain. There are some speculations on the identity of the culprit but we will probably never know the truth for sure. Well, one key thing that was not address in the news was the possible agenda of the culprit carrying out such an act. Thing is I am not sure too. The one thing I am certain with is he/she is confident hacking in Sony, and probably confident that they are going to remain free after that. There bound to be some benefits from doing that, however, it is difficult to tell what exactly are the benefits.
Now, let's move to some decision that I had declared in the previous post. The decision to leave my current position and look for some thing else which is more suitable for me, and to carry on my studies. This decision is a hard one indeed. One main reason is because of our financial status and position, if I were to leave my job while unable to secure any job position available in the market, then it's pretty much checkmate for me. The medical bill, utility bill and household necessities are skyrocketing as time passed by. It will probably continue to do so. Since I studied Economics, it is pretty easy to tell. It is not because I believe deeply in Economics theory, in fact, I think that some of them is rather impractical. However, there are some basic theory which is common sense to most. If we live in an economy and experience how it works, it is definite to see and perhaps predict certain situations correctly. Well, so I wouldn't survive without a job, that's for sure. That is why I made to leave after getting my performance bonus. If only I could predict how much I will get, or if I would get any at all, I could have make a better decision. However, in an economy, every situation you are in and every decision you would need to make often will not be in favor of the individual. So who does it favor? I will leave that for you to ponder as I don't have the final answer yet.
As for this weekend, I have not been sleeping much because of dreams and waking up suddenly in the middle of the night. Guess this is due to the immense stress that I have been giving to myself. As most of my conscious time will be spent on working and facing colleagues whom picked on my whole day long, it is no wonder I would feel such stress and mental burden. However, I believe if I am mentally strong enough, I will be fine no matter who I face. This merely reflects the fact that I am not strong enough yet.
It's the month of December already. Time really flies this year. I don't even remember what the most constructive thing I did this year was. Well, no matter what, it doesn't change the fact that I dislike December and January. Even though one of the month would be my birthday, it doesn't stop me from disliking them. It's the time of the year where expenditure just soar. It is not something that I could afford. Well, if you were me, I think you wouldn't even ponder on whether to buy any Christmas gifts for your colleagues. I am not sure if I should but I think I will just get something cheap for each person in my department. In case they did bought me something out of the blue, I have gifts to return. Don't want to be owing any favors there anymore.
Random note: I have been yawning throughout this post. I should have take a short nap in the afternoon. No point regretting over the time used on something else.
That's about it for this post.
Hope you guys had a blast during the weekend. Belated happy December people. Enjoy the wet/cold weather.
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