I wonder if my title is repeated somewhere. Though it is easy to find out using a google search, I won't be wasting my time on that. Now, let's go ahead and jot down what happened to my day.
First off, the previous night wasn't great for me as I didn't get a good night sleep. As a result, I am dead tired today. I had a weird dream about people betraying each other. Perhaps I am thinking too much in the day resulting in such dreams at night. Well, least this tells me that I should give me brain a slight break if I can. Stop thinking too much at this moment now brain! Will my brain listen to me?
Time to talk a little about work. Today I was explicitly told that I am not suitable to work in various projects and the leader is right to ask another junior to do it instead of me. So basically, they pass a job which I am doing in progress to the other junior, all he had to do was to amend the format and upload with guidance available all time. Well, at least I am not overwork today and get to go home slightly earlier. It has its pros and cons. Obviously, all are competing for performance bonus at this time of the year. Moreover, the MD is back today so I guess they would like me to look as if I am slacking while they do all the work. I can't imagine how hard I had to work the past few days when he wasn't around. No matter what they are thinking, there is one thing is for sure and that is "don't get encourage when someone condemn you and judge you without giving you a chance to prove themselves wrong". It is just the self-fulfilling prophecy which humans love to engage themselves in. Having said so much and since I have decided to leave by March 2015, I got to thank them for relieving me from some of my workload and allowing me to go home slightly earlier today. Even though I know that it is not the real intention, thanking someone from helping you with your work is never a wrong thing to do.
Now, on to other things that I am having plans on, study! I have looked through the courses available and I am currently split between two courses. The courses available are quite specialize and definitely insufficient to keep you equip with the skills you may require for a job. I guess I will just do some self-learning apart from this. The only problem with this idea will be: How do I manage my time to achieve this? Probably, one additional cup of coffee each day keeps me awake slightly later each night.
Oh there is one regret I have recently: I haven't gotten any time for my to check out the deal during Black Friday and Cyber Monday. I heard for my friends that there are quite a number of great deals out there and they imported some of the products from Amazon since they are going to build themselves a new PC for the upcoming year. What a regretful week for me. Not that I have any spare cash I could spend on building a new DIY (short form for Do-It-Yourself) PC, but I could really use a new graphic cards. Mine seems to dying soon. It has been crashing and stop responding when I am playing games in high resolution settings. Well, I guess sales happen all the time right? There will surely be my time!
Now then, time to end this post as I don't want each and every post to be that long. It will be difficult for me to keep track of things in future as well.
Enjoy every minute of your night..Sometimes being in the dark is more comfortable than you think it is.
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