How is your day today? So guess what, even with positive thinking, I still get quite depressed today. I should learn to stop myself from being so depress during work hours. Not only I am not motivated to work, I take it too seriously when I was asked to re-do certain tasks repeatedly. It is just my luck, I guess.
The registration for the course I am looking forward to be enrolled in is now open, and hence I should commit some time to look through the requirement and prepare the documents required for application. However, it seems like I will be rather busy this week and might not have enough time to do this. So I have decided to prepare the documents bit by bit each day and compile them during the weekend. I will probably be able to finished applying for the courses by Saturday. I am really looking forward to be enrolled in the course, however, I know that due to the large number of applicants and population, the chances of being selected is rather slim. I shouldn't get my hopes up but wait, that's rather negative. I should pray and be hopeful! Who knows I might end up being lucky.
There are many things to learn about, yet due to the lack of motivation during work, I don't feel like asking and learning at all. Partly because I was denied rights to receive training which is supposed to be compulsory for all full time employees. Since I was left out, I don't think that I should be learning and increasing my productivity for a team/department that denies my basic rights to employee training. If it were you, what will you do? Some ideas would be great though.
I left in a rush today as I finished my work quite late due to some technical difficulties in the system. No matter what, I tried hard to finish what I am supposed to do. There is something contradicting that happened today. It seems like another team mate is quite delighted that such a thing happened. First, I was given all the data which I have to collate and upload into the system. I didn't even do this before. So I went to do a bit of research, found the template and collate the information then upload. When I am almost done, she checked my work and asked me to re-do as the formatting is not right. She accused me of trying to work her to death as I uploaded all four files at the same time. I just did what I was told though. What's more, she said that I did everything and forgo the opportunity for others to learn how to do this. Then why didn't she split the tasks between the both of us in the first place, since there are four different data. Just split two each, how difficult would that be? Well, I guess it's only to defend herself after all have happened.
Recently, if you realized, my posts are getting longer and longer each day. And that's bad. Why am I typing so much when the post isn't a tutorial or a guide or a review! I should be reflecting upon my blog posts. Now, I am pretty much jot down the important things for today. I may have missed out some details, but I could always come back and jot it down when I remember.
2014 is about to end, and 2015 is right up our doorstep. For now, let's all have enough rest for another mysterious day tomorrow.
Have a good night people. Ciao.
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