Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Unfortunately, until tonight I can't recall what I was thinking yesterday..

Does it occur to you when you were thinking about something interesting at one moment while forgetting them altogether at the next second? I wonder why does this happen to me. Probably Google will have the answer for it. Actually not Google, it's just a tool to find the answers provided by billions of us using the internet to spread knowledge. Yet, today's knowledge may very well be tomorrow's lie. What's the point?

Today, I came across something interesting on teamliquid's forum. It seems like there is an alpha version of the custom map which tries to represent the legacy of the void changes as accurate as possible. It is really interesting to try it out if you have already owned starcraft II. However, if you haven't, perhaps it will be a better choice to wait for the legacy of the void to be out next year. Since it is a standalone game, you would not require the previous two version in order to play the game. Great for new players to pick it up. Well, it's unfortunate for me as I just started playing this roughly in June this year. How sad.

For some reason, it seems as though I have lost counts of how many negative words I used in this post today. I hope to decrease them but it seems rather impossible. It has been a rather hectic day for me. Even traveling to and fro work took much effort compared to the previous day. I have used up most of my energy today.

Time to save up some money for the upcoming course which I have planned to sign up this weekend. However, I was wondering how can I decrease my expenses. I am already taking public transports to and fro work. It is rare to see me spending on unnecessary things. Most of the things I spent on will be daily necessities, monthly bills and medical bills of my parent. How else could I save? Most likely not, then the only option left is to take up another job or look for one which provides my a sufficient income to support my living. Though it doesn't guarantee that the income you are earning today is sufficient to support you tomorrow, it will be better than stay status quo. Sometimes when you know that it is time to take some risks, you should really do it. Staying still won't get you anywhere.

Yes, it is time and again for some whining. Most of the working population should know that you should be vocal about being busy even if when you are free. However, I have not learned this well enough. Being too honest is one of the banes in working life. So as usual, today I was asked to cover for colleagues who just got angry with working on their projects. They were supposed to complete it, however, due to their endless whining, I was asked to complete them today. Of course, I finished them while feeling unjust. It's not as if I will get extra income doing this, nor do I learned anything completing them as I have done it before already. It's probably just a chore to kill time for me. It doesn't feel good when you are asked to do all the work and receive no merits as they record those project completion in their task though they were completed by me. In short, all work while no rewards/merits. So why should I?

I was really tired yesterday for no particular reason. Perhaps it was due to the late night sleep during Monday night. Maybe I am not sleeping well recently because of the stress I am feeling. Traveling on public transport may be a science in schools in the near future. It will be the science on how to avoid crowds, what to do in situations where you are taken advantage of in the public transport, ways to maneuver through the crowds to travel efficiently, etc. This list could go on and on. Hardcore science (half-jokingly). 

Anyway it is getting late, hope your day is a good one. Smiles more, it will lighten the day for the people around you as well.

Tomorrow will be a long day as well. I better stop thinking about the piles of work on my table and have some rest soon. If not, extreme tiredness and 'zombification' might be creeping back tomorrow.

So good night or good day. Happy year-end and upcoming holidays!

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