As mentioned in the previous posts, I had a new job offer. Time has lapsed and I have yet to submit the hardcopy application form. However, I had emailed them a soft copy of the signed version. Yes, I am tempted to accept the offer as it provides everything better in terms of location, pay, scope of work and benefits. Yet, the guilt kicked in as I need to leave my current job post within just one or two months.
There have been many information online on how to deal with guilt and why one should be be worrying about this. After going through some articles, it helped straighten out my thoughts (just a that few hours). The guilt still did not go away permanently. Until today, I have not inform my direct manager about it. I should be doing that soon, or else they may not have enough time to find a replacement after me. With the current job market, I think this will be an easy task.
Now let's move on to what happened this morning. I was informed by mum yesterday night that the laundry will be coming at 10.00am today morning. Guess what time the laundry arrived? 7.45am... I asked the delivery man why did he come more than two hours earlier. The answer was: because he lived around the area. Now, some background information to note: when liaising with their customer service, both parties (us and the company's customer service officers) were unhappy because they have been changing our pre-confirmed appointment dates and times, then blaming us having no one to pick the laundry up at home. I have told them it is impossible to change the appointment date on the day itself, all of us have our commitments and we don't have a housekeeper to handle the door 24/7. Today, the same thing happened again, if I were to go jogging in the morning and come back at 9am. I would have missed the laundry. Even though I understand the delivery timing is highly volatile due to traffic conditions so a difference of 1 hour is within my acceptance range. As if changing the timing of the appointment was not enough, they overcharge us because the delivery man did not ask for the size. I stated that they overcharge but he insisted me to pay the full sum which was ridiculous. What a Saturday morning!
I hope that my afternoon will be better than morning. (Don't you think I am beginning to be positive?)
Now, I need to settle some administrative and draft a resignation letter for my current company this weekend. I will probably be studying and revising some stuff this weekend. It will be easier for me if I am able to get most of the things done this weekend. This would reduce the energy I had to spend during the weekend.
There is a lingering question in my head: Whether there is something wrong with my health or whether I am just not motivated enough? I have a lot of things in my mind that I want to learn and master. Yet, everyday the moment I reached home, I realised that I am unable to concentrate and focus on the things at hand. Yes, I fell asleep before I get things done. This is a constant problem for me and I am thinking of better ways to cope with it. Do you have any good ideas for this?
Guess this is pretty much 60% of the things in my head that I wanted to record. I will come back when I have more to say.
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