Thursday, May 15, 2014

A little more to go for some time for myself and my family...

I started this morning thinking about what future schemes will be implemented due to overcrowding on trains every time during rush hours. My best guess was perhaps they would make a restriction on the bags that we carry, perhaps paying extra for those who need to carry a bigger bag around. Well, this is pretty similar to the ones implemented on air travel. However, due to the lack of insight and time to adjust to the sudden increase in population, I guess there is limited solution to such an issue.

Though I am suffering from the strain due to standing for long hours, I know I am not the one to complain. There are senior citizens who were forced to stand to work, it will be a lot harder for them. Most of us workers who happened to have a sit probably wouldn't give it up to squeeze with those who are standing. Furthermore, the sudden acceleration and breaks of the train make everything worse. As for me, I try to drown myself with music and hope that the station would reach soon before I know it. It is not this case most of the time. Air con sometimes don't work, and there aren't windows around. It's suffocating. Definitely not recommended for those who are not feeling well and senior citizens. It's just heart breaking to see them holding onto to the bar so hard, it almost seem that their legs would fail them any time. Who am I to feel for them anyway, it is not my business to do something about it. I can't even take care of myself. I should really stop thinking about how others feel, perhaps then, I would lead a carefree life.

Well, at work today, I couldn't use my lunch time to study as the team got to celebrate one of our colleague birthday. Well, the thing is the taste of the food was so horrible that I feel ill for the whole day after that. However, I still managed to swallow them while trying to look happy. Though after I reach the office, it was pretty obvious that I am really unwell. However, wasn't allow to go home due to the amount of work to complete. I was actually able to complete all them at around 8pm again. There would be someone on leave tomorrow, I just hope it wouldn't get any worse than that.

For today, I just hope that I can complete chapter one before I hit the sack. However, it is a really tiring day for me, and I am really sure if I close my eyes right now for more than one minute, I can probably fall asleep straight away.

Time to study. Perhaps, I will jot down some of my thoughts again before I sleep. Or may be not. (since I wouldn't know if I am able to stay conscious today)

But I hope those out there would have a better day than I had.

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