Whatever we do requires energy, that's why I am trying to gather some for myself. However, I am not successful at it, feeling sleepy but I got to start studying! If not, I won't ever have the time to.
That is why I shall rant a bit on my day and then get to study.
Since 7am I have been off to work, and was working non-stop till 8pm. Even though I was entitled to lunch, I couldn't spare any time for it. There are over hundreds of works that I have to do it myself. I was working without any spare time for the wash room while others could surf the website for their New Zealand holiday. I guess I am pretty well-hated there. Sometimes I really wonder what did I do to offend them that I have to be treated like a slave.
There are no other place for me to vent. Maybe, I might be mental one day. The day that I couldn't take it any more. However, for now, the only thing I can do is to try harder.
Discrimination exists everywhere anyway. No matter where you go, you couldn't avoid them. No matter how one wish to be fair, there are always bias. To think, some of us don't even wish to be fair. We just have our own way of living. So sometimes I would think whether the things I did and trying to do are useless or meaningless.
Well, I better start studying I guess. Perhaps, I will jot down more of my thoughts later if I am still conscious.
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