It's just a day that did not go according to my expectations. Yes, I read up on a number of things and I am pretty satisfied about that. However, quarrels and other incidents just make the day not as comfortable and relaxing that I expected it to be. It's the only day I would have peace. Well, that's just life, you can't predict perfectly what will happen next. Sometimes it can get tiring, but you can't deny that some times it does make things more interesting to deal with.
If you do read the title, you should know that I am half way through another post which I started typing around 20 minutes ago before I went to have my dinner. (What? Your dinner at 11.45pm?) I get that a lot last time, however, nowadays even my family get used to it. Friends? To be honest, we don't communicate much due to the difference in background and the lack of common topic across time. I could actually try to accommodate and just lie solely to join in their conversation. However, I have strongly feeling about having to lie just to keep someone close to you, I see no point at all. To me, doing that you are keeping that person close to a lie, not the true you. That's why I didn't do that at all. Perhaps, I am living the wrong way. I will change my mind in future if I really want someone to stay with me? Until now, I have not met anyone like that at all.
All in all, today wasn't really that good a day. The best was I got my reading done and I can start typing my very first tutorial on Java. It's like finally! However, tomorrow will probably not be a day to read. It's my grandmother's birthday. The only thing she would probably wish for is for her son to find a job and lead his life properly. For your information, her son would be my uncle. Yes, he is jobless currently, actually for more than 3 years I think. He is addicted to gambling. However, apart from that, he is not exactly a bad person. I would say that his personality makes it difficult for him to find a suitable job, he is not one who is willing to work for others. However, if there is any family member that needs help, he is also the first one to stand out amongst the rest. There are always good and bad side of a person, rarely we can find a perfect human being. Personally, I don't believe that such human exist, however, some do believe that. Hence, let's just try not to deny the possibility that such human may exist. Although it is useless, I hope he could step out of his depression and try to learn how to live, just like I do. Well, at least for now.
Halfway through this post, someone starts nagging that I should really sleep. However, I hate leaving things incomplete. I have no choice for the previous post because I need to screenshot certain examples to illustrate better and hence I have not posted the draft officially. I decided to just have a quick type and go off to bed.
I just hope there is more time for me to read and finish what I want to do. It seems as though I am whining a lot about this but so far I haven't even got any time to go for interviews for a new job. That's simply because my manager refuse to approve any of my leave application. I have tried for four times this month and none of them was approve. The other three that was in my team had at least 2 days off, mind you it was at least. There was one who took about 8 days this month if I counted it correctly. It's just irritating to know that such unfairness exist. I thought I have convinced myself that the world is unfair. It seems like it is hard for me to accept that as a fact. If I did, I wouldn't have felt such unjust.
Besides that, are there anything that I forgot to mention. I bet there will be. I should start collecting my thoughts somewhere so that I don't miss them out. About the bathroom, about the mobile phone, about mosquitoes, about quarrels...There were so much yet I have already forgotten much details about them.
Well, I will just move on to chapter 2 tomorrow and hopefully I can finish up my first tutorial post by tomorrow. The former is just a wish, I don't even know what time I would be back tomorrow, hopefully it won't be to late for me to complete my post.
I realize that I like to start my sentence with "Well", I wonder who did I learn that from.
Have a good night. Don't sleep too late, avoid dark circles. I am not the one to say that since I am sleeping at 1.15am. Not too late for some, but for normal working individuals, sleeping at this hour would be more coffee the next working day. Coffee! I have much to say about that, but I should really stop typing and get to bed before I oversleep tomorrow.
Until then. I failed to post twice today again. I should learn some time management skill and "staying awake" skill if it does exist at all.
Perhaps I am just someone who needs more sleep than the normal individuals.
Ciao.
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