break down!! That happened today finally. I knew that it would happen eventually. There was no way to stop it.
To think positively, it's a sign that I still know my mental capacity and how much I am able to handle. However, the stress that arise from work and financial instability is more that what I can handle myself. I know I have to anyway. It's either I try to work harder, or I broke down completely while trying.
Either way I didn't give up before trying which is probably good enough for me and my family. Least, they know I didn't give them up before I try. No matter what others think would not matter to me. I won't allow that to affect me, or perhaps I am trying hard to.
No matter how hard I try to stay awake right now, my mind is not working. So perhaps I will just take a break today. Hopefully, I can fulfil what I wanted to do tomorrow. Sigh.
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