I wonder if there are people other than me who dread Sunday night as it marks the start of another long work week. There are several incidents which I would like to record down so that explains the late night post.
There is a last thing for me to do after this post, so I will try to end this as fast as I can. After all, I will need to wake up quite early in the morning tomorrow for work. This coming week, our supervisor wouldn't be around so I guess I will get picked upon more than often.
Last week, there are several incidents that happened and the worse being Thursday and Friday when all department mates picked on me specifically. I am not sure why but these kind of things happened often. There bound to be someone in every department which the majority chose not to like and give all sorts of trouble to them. So I am the lucky one this time.
Well, the moment our team leader gets back from her leave, she started immediately picking on me. Perhaps, it's because someone in our department told her about the happenings when she is not around. I always state facts, that's why I was despised. When our supervisor asked about procedure, I just told her who exactly taught me what to do, and how to do it. Apparently, someone decided to tell her about the incidents and the moment she is back, she asked me to re-do everything I had done. Not only that, when another team mate complained that some file went missing, she immediately pointed her finger at me, accusing that I am the one who supposed to keep everything in place. However, after some investigating, it was another team mate responsibility and he eventually found the file. No apologies was given. She did not even bother clarifying with the supervisor that the issue was resolved.
Due to the endless pointing finger at me, I guess if you were my supervisor, you will think that perhaps I am incompetent in what I do and yet I refuse to apologize for the mistakes. Truth is, it wasn't my mistake at all. I guess the whole department thought that why, that's why when it was announced that there is a compulsory internal training for our department. She signed all our department members for the course except me. Yes, I was the only one left. Someone told her, "why didn't you ask?". She did, she asked whether I would like to attend. Instead of waiting for an answer, she said that she knew I wouldn't want to attend so I should cover the work for the department. How very 'gracious' of her to think for me and answer on my behalf.
If you were me, what would you do in such scenario? Perhaps you could give me some suggestions on how to handle scenario like this. Well, since being lack of experience as this is the first official full time job I have, I just kept quiet and finish up my work in anger. I knew I should not quarrel in work environment, but it may or may not be right to react this way.
With so much happenings in the past week, I really do not look forward to the upcoming week. I just hope that time would pass by as soon as possible. Thinking this way isn't the best way to live my life, but I will just have to put up with it for now. Due to the endless rapid increase in population, it is difficult to get a job position nowadays. You may see ten to twenty thousands job advertisements each day, but you have to compete with millions of people residing in your country. It is certainly not an easy task. Really not an easy task. Though many would advise you to be glad with your current job, reason being you are at the very least earning some thing for your family. However, you only have one life, you can either stay put and live miserably or find something else which might be better or worse. What would be my choice?
I will carry on this post soon as I have yet finished all the things I would like to record down. It's already 11pm.
Time for me to settle my stuffs and get on to bed to sleep soon.
I have been reading much on web designing this weekend but because I was not able to focus, I have not learned much from it. I will try to continue reading during my free time when traveling or at work. I figured that if you aren't appreciated with the hard work and over time you put into, there is no more reason to work that hard for the company. Work moderately for your pay and that's all to it.
Important lesson learned.
Well then, hope you guys have a good night too. Rest well and think positively.
The future will be better if I think it is so!
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